back from today's national indiv.


oh yea, grats to ks for winning 3matches, but lost1
and got silver. ;)


and damn.
i cant believe i actually screwed up today. =(




slept at 2 last night,
was rolling like my bed like sushi?
cause cant sleep.
lol.


was damn damn sleepy lah.








so i ended up with a bronze,
winnning 3 matches, and losing 1.
-.-


My way to the semi-finals was damn easy la.
fought a dude from AES,
another dude from SJI.-.-

and they all ended duper quickly.
so i walked to mr.tan after the match,
he was like:
"wa you never sweat ar"


the cool thing is,
throughout, my knee seemed perfect!
;DD
until the end of the competition, the pain started to come back again. -.-


but sadly,
i met chin jie AGAIN, @ the semi-finals.-.-
and i cant believe that benedict actually lost to him too, because he just pwned him 2weeks ago @ the age group competition. -.-


fought till draw AGAIN.
golden score AGAIN.-.-

until i went for some throw,
it failed.
and got pinned.
the worst part is.

i thought the referee said stop.
then i just relax myself,but dumbly, the referee did not say that, and i got pinned for nothing, when i actually escaped already.-.-

wa lao, was damn emo after that la.
then me and junyang went to emo some corner, consoling each other like retards.
cause we all ended up in the repecharge.-.-
LOL.
ohyea,tynfortryingtocheermeup!;)




i was barred straight into the repecharge finals cause i lost @ the semi-finals. -.-
yea,
so i was damn moodless already because i screwed up my so called most important fight in my secondary school life. -.-

shaojie made it into the repecharge finals,
then i was damn damn damn damn scared la,
cause he's the hci captain now. oO


fought with him.
draw-ed till golden score.


and miraculously,
i managed to throw him for a koka.


perhaps he was alr too tired, cause the match was freaking 5min++
-_-


after everything,
sir was giving us a debreif
then sir was kping hci boys like this:
"do your even know what does BS means?"
etc, etc,
"you will never see 2 nobodys(ks and i) from a school you will never hear of, making it into the finals(ks) and fighting draw with lin chin jie.(me)"
(so basically lin chin jie is the captain of RI.-.-)



then sir continues to niao the hci boys,
while they all just suddenly turned and stared at us.oO
but i was pretty moodless to give any shit that time.
LOL



after debreif,
changed.


and i suddenly felt super super super guilty like a bastard. =((
and if i knew that would happen, i swear i would just let shaojie throw me.=((


dinner @ hougang central with ks,kent,benedict and tj.

train-ed home.





damn sorry guys for screwing myself up today. =(
and im sick of having bronzes. seriously.
i have
1gold(the way i got it was dumb)
1silver(the compy @ budo)
8bronzes.-.-''


well, its too late anyways.
so i just gotta train harder. =(


I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. =)
should i go or not. ;P